Random thoughts of a loving mother

Sometimes I sit and just watch Micaela play. I'm the silent observer in the room.

She builds towers with her blocks. Or shares her snacks with all her furry pets.

She's so sweet and gentle. She´s so giving and kind.

She dances to the Mother Goose Club songs and slaps her knees along with the characters in Gigglebellies.

She'll walk around chewing on her fingers, trying to relieve the pain from those pesky molars that have been taking their sweet time coming in.

She'll call, "mamá" over and over and when I answer, she never has anything else to say.

Just checking to see if I am still here...

Sweet little princess of mine let me tell you something that I want you to know for sure:

I'll always be here.

Anyways, I wanted to write all this out so I don´t ever forget it. I never want to forget any of it. I want to have it documented so years from now we can look back on these moments and laugh. I can tell her how excited she would get when Pablo finishes work at the computer and comes to her room to play with us.

I just can´t put into words how much she loves to see us hug. And runs to join us in a huge, and amazing (no matter how many times we do it), group hug.

I was thinking...no one cares about any of this... But I do. And I want it written down.

All of it!

Not just the happy and silly but the days where I want to pull my hair out and hide in the closet and eat chocolate.

I never could have imagined the way blogging would influence my life.

The indescribable feeling I get when I check my stats and see that many others are sharing all this with me.

And some days I have a heavy heart and I need to share like I did in this post or here.

While other days, I need a laugh so I post something lighthearted and simple like this post.

But mostly, I want to remember it all.

Birthday parties and her birth day.

Random fun days and how not to include Micaela´s odd love for statues! :)

And before I call it a day I must say: "Thank you for walking this journey with me and my indescribable family"!!!!!!!!!