My Mica turns six today. As with everything in this life when a new milestone is reached, I wonder how time moves so quickly.
How did she go from infant, to baby, to toddler, to a beautiful little girl already in her second semester of kindergarten? Wasn’t I just holding her in my arms wondering how I could possibly love someone this much? Time is a mystery like that. Maybe you’ve thought that too...
I now find myself mesmerized. She has grown from a helpless infant, to an ‘I can do it’ toddling toddler, to the independent little treasure she is now. I often have to hold my breath, hoping I would know when to hold her hand and when to stand behind her with a little push.
And as it has been my every year tradition, here’s a note to her in honor of her sixth birthday:
My lovely Micadoodle,
Today you are six. I knew this day would come but it’s here quicker than I ever imagined. That happens with most moments in this life – especially the good ones. You’re, without any question, one of the great ones.
When we first met, I was scared. Your tiny little body was resting nicely in your portable hospital crib. I almost asked permission to take you out and hold you – until I remembered you were mine to keep.
I was so taken by your blonde hair and those green-blue eyes, I couldn’t bear to look away. I forced myself to let other people hold you, if only to spread the joy that seeped from your pores.
The first few months were tough. You cried a lot and I had so little milk to feed you. We spent many hours on the car to put you to sleep. So many questions. So many doubts. I kept asking God if I could do this. I’m so thankful He knew I could!
You’re growing up to be such a loving, kind, beautiful and funny girl. Gosh you make me laugh. I love that about you. Laughter will take you far in this life.
You’re sensitive, too and cry easily when others are upset or when feelings get hurt. We’re a lot alike in that category. You drive me crazy when you’re sassy or whiney. I think we share that trait, too.
You’ll be in first grade soon. You’re ready for that adventure. I’m not sure how to feel about it. I’m excited to watch you grow, learn, and meet new friends, but I’m afraid, too. I know kids can be mean sometimes. I know school can be hard. It makes my heart hurt to know you’ll have to endure those moments. We all do, Mica. We all do. It’s part of life. I know you’ll always shine – even during the tough days.
You have magic in your eyes and in your heart. Everyone can see it. You truly believe ANYTHING can happen. And that is magic… The kind of magic I will bottle and do my best to sprinkle over you as you sleep each and every night. You can’t put a price on that kind of faith in the world. You believe absolutely anything is possible. You think you can do anything you set your mind, heart and soul to…You make me want to wear a cape, to sweep you away from any tough situation, to wrap you in my arms and keep you safe. Everyday.
I cherish our late night talks. It’s such a treat to lie beside you in your bed and talk about the day’s events. You’ve grown so much since we started that tradition. We chat about friends and family and God... you are so wise beyond your age. You’ve even asked about Heaven and other meaningful things, too. I hope these talks never end.
You don’t know this – but every night after you’ve gone to sleep, I sneak back into your room. Sometimes I’ll give you a quick kiss on the forehead and quietly whisper good night. Other times, I’ll stand there for a moment just staring at your sweet face, wondering how I got so lucky to have you.
My sweet girl, my love for you has no boundaries. It is limitless and grows stronger each day. You are a blessing to me now and forever. As you grow, I hope you’ll know just how honored I am to be your Mom. To be able to watch you grow up is, as cheesy at it sounds, one of the most gratifying things I am doing with my life. But I do realize that you are only still six years old, and that my window of being like, ‘the awesomest lady ever’ in your world, is rapidly closing. So I promise to use every second the best way possible!
So as you turn 6, I pray you will continue to grow in wisdom, humility and stature. May your heart be pure and teachable. May you experience God in a deeper level. May you always remember that no matter how old you are, you will always be our little girl, pride, and joy.
Happy Birthday, my love! Let the celebrations begin!
Love you forever and ever,
Mom
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