That smile

Being a Mom is tough. In all honesty, I don't think I ever appreciated my Mother the way I should have until the birth of Micaela. I acquired a whole new level of respect for her. I'm not sure I've told her this yet, but I will. As Mica's momma, some days can be a real challenge. Usually days when she is not feeling well (teething, fever, little cold). These days can seem never-ending. Last night, for example. Our day was, as it usually is, wonderful. Afterwards? Not so much. She was a ball of tears. All. Night. Long. She only wanted to be held...by HER DAD. She was fussy and clingy. I felt defeated. I felt so sad and frustrated. I truly hate when she´s not feeling well. But, the next morning? She was back to her normal self again. She was happy and cheerful. Playing and running around making her usual mess. Just like that. And just that quickly, that rough night we'd had the day prior? Forgotten. You see, these terrible days, they just make this magical journey of Motherhood that much better. They strengthen your patience. They allow you (or, at least they do me) to truly appreciate each and every moment you spend with your children. I appreciate her health and her happiness. There will be rough days and I will feel frustrated. I will feel my patience begin to dwindle. But, I'll remember that these days are few and far between. We will get through it. Also, one look at her smile, and all is right in my world.